Being a virgin: My first condom.


"Sometimes I wonder if I will remain a virgin forever,
the very thought of it scares me."

R.I.P Sam the virgin
~5th of October 2009 : 1.30am~


Today I welcome the 1st of October, celebrating my two-year anniversary since the day I bought my first condom over here.

Ahh I was so innocent and pure back then. I wonder if that auntie still works there

Though my life is awesome now, being a virgin back then wasn't easy.

I was nervous. I was pressured by people around me; teased.. made fun of.
I was shy. Girls would joke about my dick size. Guys would brag about their sex jokes.
I was a social outcast. I'd lie I wasn't virgin just to avoid being made fun of and for the sake of fitting in.
I was sad. There was no one I could relate my situation to, no one I could talk to.

In poorer lesser developed countries, a common scenario plays out a group of pranksters actually decides to play a trick on someone virgin, especially girls.

Set a day, drag her out to a quiet place, surround her, and take turns rape her.

Being a girl is difficult.

Being a virgin is not funny topic to talk about or joke around among your friends; whether it be guys or girls.

Growing up, I see things differently now.

I bought my first condom two years ago on 2009, and I lost my virginity very recently last year 2010 at the age of 20, two days after my birthday which was just a year ago.

Because of all the confusion and taunting, I felt I needed to lose it instead of being mentally ready to accept it.

Now I feel a part of me is missing.. empty; it was not what I wanted.

Being a teenager is difficult. For many people it reminds them of happy times.

For some of us, we lie waiting in the dark where being young was only a time of pain.. confusion, and we grow up unhappy and differently from the others.

Please, if you are making fun of your virgin friends..

Stop.

If you know a virgin out there who needs help or someone to talk to, you can ask them to talk to me,

A don't worry, there will be no judging.

I will listen.


~Sam

The first CODE FRIDAY @Neverland KL


So last week I went to Code Friday, which was a day to promote responsible drinking to targeted individuals  from age 18 - 35. 

I attended in order to discover safer ways in order to control my unpredictable and dangerous drinking habit in order to curb my fear of repeating my unbelievable drunk story here again.

The event was held inside the mysterious Neverland KL 

After shopping for birthday pressies at the Pavilion, we arrived at Neverland KL at 7.30pm.


I have to say the interior was very posh, and I love looking at myself in the mirrors..... oh bebeh.



The supermodel cooks served teriyaki chicken/BBQ fish skewer, mushroom omelet sticks and delicacies. 

I had like 7 plates of food so there goes my diet plan..... 


Later that night it started off with a heart-breaking performance portraying the pains alcohol caused.



Later we had a very convincing performance by the angry lady on the right. You wouldn't want to mess with the lady on the right. She damn well brilliant in acting.


Managing Director of Penod Ricard Malaysia, CK Tan addressing the crowd.

CK was a down-to-earth cool dude. we sat down and got chatty, then took photos together. 
Don't worry.. he's too old for me


CK officiating the ceromony as well as pledging not to drink and drive using an iPad to scan a bar code. 



Representatives from various clubs such as Ministry of Sound, Ecoba and many more.



A million thank yous' to Rebecca Saw for inviting me to 
this exclusive event.



Everyone and myself pledged never ever to drink and drive again.

Be in control, if you drink.. don't drive! Pledge at www.beincontrol.org.my so we can live longer together (HAHA). It's a good thing :)

Due to my over-dressed attire, I poked some fun to friends by posing as a waiter..


Would you like me to show you to your room? WINK

The smiling dazzling FHM finalist princess Michelle Lee 


 Myself and flaming hot supermodel super-seductive-without-even-trying Bridgette Liberty Yu


Beautiful ladies of the night. I mean, wow? *points up* ^


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I was the most beautiful.


You can't resist meh... 

Nice shirt eh? It was made by none other than

 

The paint lust!


Stuck in jail with the super-adowable super celebrity CopyKate (mrrow~..)


Bunny teeth!

Later that night I caught up with my adrenaline junkie buddy 


The sexy celebrity superstar DJ Patricia Suelin Knudsen


Overall, I enjoyed this very.. elegant event alcoholic-less event. 

I want you, my reader.. to practice responsible drinking and pledge. PLEDGE. 

Pledge yourself here at www.beincontrol.org.my, never to drink and drive ever again. 



~Sam